Sunday, April 22, 2012

What an ironic day?


11 December 2011

I was driving as usual going to work at Westports. Using the same roadway, I came out from my house, passed JJ and stopped at the t-junction’s traffic light which making a u-turn in front would lead to Westports. This morning I was listening quite attentively to the radio station BFM. However, usually I would go for MyFm.  I turned right at the junction and headed towards Westports.

There are two lanes on the road. I was cutting out to the right lane in order to speed up. In front of me was a lorry and I waited for a few cars passed through then only was I able to move to the right lane. Speeding up and following quite closely to the car in front. Just before the Shell Petrol Station, suddenly and unexpectedly the car in front of me either pressed the break paddle quite strongly or stopped the car on the spot. Fast observations of mine realised that a few cars in front were not moving as well while the left lane traffic was still flowing.

Without wasting time, I wanted to put my car into stop immediately. Unfortunately, the distance was too short and the break system was not strong enough for me to stop on time. Bang! I hit the Viva in front of me. Just a couple of seconds between the time I was trying to stop and hitting the car in front, I already knew that it was too late and I was sort of “prepared” for the collision to happen. Fortunately, it was not a continuous accident where in front of us there were two more cars involved but only one direct car involved. Four cars in total where the second car hit the first whereas I was the fourth and the last car hitting the third.

We parked our car at the petrol station so that it would not block the traffic. Then, I went down from my car to see and find out about the situation. Under that circumstance, I was shaking a bit. After discussion with the lady driver of Viva, eventually we left the place. After I made an U-turn heading back home, white smokes coming out from my car before I went out from Pulau Indah. Stopped for a while to let my car cool down then only I continued driving back. Again white smoke coming out due to my car water had dried up before I reached Jusco. Stopped at the road side and waited for my dad. My dad came and we exchanged car and drove back to the shop safely.

Just the day before, I was asked by my parents to go to SSM for their business registration. But I refused straight away and it was a very rude replied. Today the car accident happened. I was on emergency leave on the accident day, ended up the same if not worse if I would have agreed to apply leave to accompany my parents. What an ironic day…

What is so invaluable about the time being in Oxford?


I have seen the life-changing of people from non-believers to believers. It is about relationships and friendships that we could share our weaknesses and strengths and therefore encourage one another. There were times where I could think of questions or faith issues in a much deeper way. It was a place where I could practice my belief in action by living out what I have learned from the words of God: led Bible study, helped others in personal matters, did washing ups willingly, had compassionate or deep understanding about the feelings of others. Many times it was about sacrificing and putting others’ needs first instead of fulfilling only my own desire. I shared and listened to the lives of one another. I was more “real” than ever before!

 Only a few days after losing the environment and friends in the UK, I started to be afraid that I might be "assimilated". Here, life is full of busyness and having people with different value (especially people in the business world). However I shall spend more time to pray and to think quietly so that hopefully I could face the challenges lying ahead of me.

Related blog: http://mathewshia.blogspot.com/2012/04/my-greatest-life-lessondiscoverytransfo.html

My greatest life lesson/discovery/transformation in Oxford


Giving only one word to describe, it would be “HEART”. It is about listening to my heart, hearing the voice from within. Two examples of relationships would show how my “heart” is no longer the same as before. Firstly, I have started asking myself whether my devotion and praying were just outward actions that did not connect to my Heart – relationship with God. I would say not praying or not having quite time is the same as praying or devotion without Heart if not worse. Secondly, I am grateful to my friend (WW) who gave me a very practical question when it comes to the relationships with people. The question was “what can I do for you?”. Though it sounds simple but it is so powerful that can drive me to think from the perspectives of others.

 “I have stepped through a door, and could not escape the new world I now inhabited.” – from the words of Alister McGrath (Real Scientists Real Faith, Berry, page 17, 2009). However I am not sure whether it is a new world or a world that has always been within me. I might have just taken notice about it or I was avoiding or disregarding my Heart. Certainly, it is just the beginning of the discovery or transformation.

 As a matter of fact, there were many factors that encouraged this transformation. I would point out two of the key factors which were the people around me and the substantial amount of personal or quite time. The brothers and sisters in Christ were giving me a lot of supports to enable my growth. In particular my spiritual brother (spiritual father is more appropriate) – ML who was really himself striving to become more like Christ and also helping me to do so through leading Bible study, reading books, sharing gospel, having fellowships with friends, travelling together and serving at church. I believe God listened to my prayer by preparing a real friend to me which was beyond my imagination. Being a single and a student, I had more time to quite myself and reflect on myself. I have done many unimaginable things that I never ever would do when I was back in Malaysia: travelled to places (usually the whole day) just to meditate upon certain issues of my life, pasted letters on the wall of my bedroom so that I could reread and also put my thoughts into writings. Although it seemed to slow me down but it actually helped me to move on faster because I became more aware of the “whys” of doing something.

 Related blog: http://mathewshia.blogspot.com/2012/04/what-is-so-invaluable-about-time-being.html

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Christmas Isn't Christmas


Christmas isnt Christmas til it happens in your heart
Somewhere, deep inside you, is where Christmas really starts
So, give your heart to Jesus, youll discover when you do
That it's Christmas, really Christmas for you.

Jesus brings warmth like a winter fire, a light like a candles glow
Hes waiting now to come inside, like He did so long ago
Jesus brings gifts of truth and life and makes them bloom and grow
So welcome Him with a song of joy, and when He comes youll know

That Christmas isnt Christmas til it happens in your heart
Somewhere, deep inside you, is where Christmas really starts
So, give your heart to Jesus, youll discover when you do
That it's Christmas, really Christmas

Christmas, really Christmas
Christmas, really Christmas for you!

Source: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dXH2lvt5YMA

Sunday, September 18, 2011

父母当尽的本份

父母当尽的本份
1)管教 箴13:24 打(管)了要告诉(教)他,你的痛和担心
2)督促 提前3:4 要讲
3)榜样
4)教导 申6:6-7 箴22:6
5)事奉 书24:15 老老少少一起
6)谨慎 申4:9 教孩子分辨

神用什么创造完美的世界

1)神的话 不可以歪曲神的话 eg:不可说谎
2)上帝的智慧 优先次序  When & How & What
If God has wisdom, why don't you ask?
Do you use your wisdom or God's to manage?
3)上帝的慈爱
4)上帝的权柄 神托付我们作好管家

上帝祝福的家庭祭坛
1) Prayer
2) Bible
3) Example 以身作则
4) Discipline 生活规划 (King David slept till evening)
5) Worship together with your family

Source: Sermon on 11 Sept 2011 by Teacher